Fear and Delight

9 And he charged them: "Thus you shall do in the fear of the LORD, in faithfulness, and with your whole heart: - 2Ch 19:9 ESV

28 And he said to man, 'Behold, the fear of the Lord, that is wisdom, and to turn away from evil is understanding.'" - Job 28:28 ESV

11 Come, O children, listen to me; I will teach you the fear of the LORD. - Psa 34:11 ESV

10 The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom; all those who practice it have a good understanding. His praise endures forever! - Psa 111:10 ESV

7 The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge; fools despise wisdom and instruction. - Pro 1:7 ESV

5 then you will understand the fear of the LORD and find the knowledge of God. - Pro 2:5 ESV

Have you, like me struggled with this phrase, “The fear of the Lord?” For years I have grappled with this idea and have spent lots of time pondering all the things I have been taught about it. Mostly, what I have often been told is that the fear of the Lord is Awe as we look at His majesty. That made sense. If God is good and loving, what is there to fear? But that answer seems to not satisfy me or carry the intent of the authors. Or God in Job’s case. There has to be more.

The more time I spend with this concept, the more I feel like there is something really important missing in our understanding and I believe it is killing the Church today. When Dvid and Solomon talked about the fear of the Lord, it was the root of wisdom and knowledge. It is certainly meaningful to understand the awesome power and majesty of the Lord, but when we fall short of fear, we also fall short of respect for who He is. He is just and Holy. He will judge the world in righteousness. Someday we are going to stand before Him in judgment. We know that Jesus has saved us and has taken our judgment upon Himself. We know that He removes our sins from us as far as the east is from the west, but unfortunately, we do not respect what it means that we will stand in judgment and that not everyone who says “Lord, Lord” will enter the Kingdom.

28 And do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather fear him who can destroy both soul and body in hell. - Mat 10:28 ESV

21 "Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. 22 On that day many will say to me, 'Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and cast out demons in your name, and do many mighty works in your name?' 23 And then will I declare to them, 'I never knew you; depart from me, you workers of lawlessness.' - Mat 7:21-23 ESV

These should be a sobering thing to read. It is for this reason that I feel we have lost the fear of the Lord and often stumble around in folly. We know God is powerful. We know He is kind and gracious. He is love. But, if we miss that He is also perfectly righteous and perfectly holy, we will walk around in a false sense of security. It is the understanding of the fear of the Lord that keeps us mindful of who He is in every regard. It does make us confident in His love, but it also makes us leery of straying outside of Hs will, not because He is waiting for us to slip up so He can catch us, but because it requires being clothed in His righteousness to stand in His presence.

Our sin is always destructive. There is no way to continue life as usual and still abide in the presence of Jesus. It is only as we become aware of His absolute perfection that we understand what it is that we have been called to. I am not saying that if we sin, we are out. Obviously, Jesus, John and Paul had a lot to say about this. What I am saying is that once we lose the fear of the Lord, His majesty and His authority lose their place of awe in our conscious thinking. We walk in foolish ways that deny His power in our lives. We stop participating with Him in our sanctification. This is a dangerous place to live.

You ask me why I am writing about this, it is because I feel like I have spent too much time living in this cheap understanding of the fear of the Lord. I have not weighed many of my words and actions in the light of the fact that one day I will stand before a holy God and my actins will be judged. I have spent too much time living as if everything is good when often, it is not. The Lord has been challenging me on several false beliefs and assumptions that I have been living under. The reality is I have been living as if the grace of God was cheap and devaluing how costly it was. I have been living as if I don’t owe Jesus every breath I take and every effort I give.

The fear of the Lord is the only safe place to live, not because the Lord wants us living under the cloud of judgment every moment, but He does want us aware that we will stand before Him one day and we are going to hear one of two things. “Well done good and faithful servant, enter the joy of your Lord.” Or “Depart from me, I never knew you.” If we are in Christ, we will hear well done, but we cannot assume that we are not in Him if we are not living a life pleasing to Him. We may make it into Heaven, but at great peril of seeing everything that we are dragging with us consumed by the fire.  

10 According to the grace of God given to me, like a skilled master builder I laid a foundation, and someone else is building upon it. Let each one take care how he builds upon it. 11 For no one can lay a foundation other than that which is laid, which is Jesus Christ. 12 Now if anyone builds on the foundation with gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay, straw-- 13 each one's work will become manifest, for the Day will disclose it, because it will be revealed by fire, and the fire will test what sort of work each one has done. 14 If the work that anyone has built on the foundation survives, he will receive a reward. 15 If anyone's work is burned up, he will suffer loss, though he himself will be saved, but only through fire. - 1Co 3:10-15 ESV

This is the greatest reason that I can think of to walk in the fear of the Lord. Everything that we give our lives too will be tested. It will have to survive the fire. If we build on the wrong foundation, or we build from our selfish desires, it will not survive the testing. We will be before the Lord empty handed, like the servant who received on coin from the hamster and then hid it so he wouldn’t lose it. He was cut off and his coin was given to another, along with the reward that was to be his for being faithful and diligent with what the Master had entrusted to him.

I have wasted too much time building my own kingdoms. I have experienced the Lord challenging the work I am doing, knowing that much of it will not pass the test of the fire. I am not saying that the Lord was not in any of the work I have done. Much of it was motivated and directed by Him. Unfortunately, much of the time I have had false and wrong motives. I have loved the people the Lord has brought into my life. I have immensely enjoyed the places He has led me. I have also let my motivation become human recognition, reputation, fear of man, fear of failure, attempts to earn love and honor. Those things will not survive the fire.  

What I am learning most though is that we cannot understand or receive the love of the Lord if we do not rightly understand the fear of the Lord. It is only when we understand the fear that we can receive this love, because we understand all He has done to show Himself faithful and trustworthy on our behalf. It is only when we truly understand what He can do that we can appreciate what He has done. We can receive His love because we can see it clearly, without the corruption of our natural sight.

I am getting tired of trying to earn what the Lord wants to freely give. I am tired of being under the pressure of my own failures and expectations. I want to live in a place where the love of the Lord flows freely between Him and me and that that love, with full recognition of His awesome might flow freely from me to others.

It is time to start living from this promise We can only begin when we understand all the reasons that we are to fear the Lord.

3 Trust in the LORD, and do good; dwell in the land and befriend faithfulness. 4 Delight yourself in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart. 5 Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him, and he will act. 6 He will bring forth your righteousness as the light, and your justice as the noonday. - Psa 37:3-6 ESV

                                 The  Hole in Our Armor

The last time that I wrote, I talked about the call of Joshua the High Priest at the reinstitution of the Temple sacrifice system after returning from the exile. We are told that Joshua was standing before the Lord in filthy clothes and that Satan was right there to accuse and condemn him. But, before he was able to get a word out, we hear the Lord say, “The Lord rebuke you to Him.”

Now I want to look at another story from Judges 6. 1 The people of Israel did what was evil in the sight of the LORD, and the LORD gave them into the hand of Midian seven years. 2 And the hand of Midian overpowered Israel, and because of Midian the people of Israel made for themselves the dens that are in the mountains and the caves and the strongholds. 3 For whenever the Israelites planted crops, the Midianites and the Amalekites and the people of the East would come up against them. 4 They would encamp against them and devour the produce of the land, as far as Gaza, and leave no sustenance in Israel and no sheep or ox or donkey. 5 For they would come up with their livestock and their tents; they would come like locusts in number--both they and their camels could not be counted--so that they laid waste the land as they came in. 6 And Israel was brought very low because of Midian. And the people of Israel cried out for help to the LORD. 7 When the people of Israel cried out to the LORD on account of the Midianites, - Jdg 6:1-7 ESV

AS we see, all of Israel is trembling before the invaders. They hid in the caves up in the cliffs. This left their cities and their fields defenseless against the invading hoard. Their livestock was stolen; their crops were destroyed and their villages plundered. All of Israel was living in fear. Then we learn of a man who God chose to be their rescuer. He was not any different than most of the others in Israel at the time. 11 Now the angel of the LORD came and sat under the terebinth at Ophrah, which belonged to Joash the Abiezrite, while his son Gideon was beating out wheat in the winepress to hide it from the Midianites. - Jdg 6:11 ESV

As we meet Gideon, he is doing what all the men of Israel seem to be doing. He is not in a cave. He is hiding inside in a wine press trying to grind enough grain to feed his family. He is not being David, charging out to face a giant. He too is hiding. This makes the next verse really astounding to me. An angel comes to call Gideon out of his hiding spot, into service, into battle. 11 Now the angel of the LORD came and sat under the terebinth at Ophrah, which belonged to Joash the Abiezrite, while his son Gideon was beating out wheat in the winepress to hide it from the Midianites. - Jdg 6:11 ESV

We live in challenging times. We see even the most respected ministry leaders fall into failure. They are falling hard and fast it seems. These ministry leaders, when caught double down on their position as being appointed by God and failing to submit to discipline or accountability. I have heard it said before that it is difficult for pastors to be accountable in their Churches without creating scandal. Pastors have a tough time being vulnerable because they carry a higher expectation of holiness in their lives, but an unrealistic understanding of holiness is. Part of the problem is the expectations they place upon themselves, and another part is the expectations the congregation place on them. There is no safe place for them to talk about their frailties and their failures. Leaders are people and many of their problems arise when they try to carry the weight of their responsibility on their own shoulders. Pastors can be like Gideon and go into hiding when they fail or even when they are tempted.

I am mentioning this because I have been praying a lot about the boys in San Lucas. I love them like they are my own. There is nothing I would not give up for them. My only desire is that they grow up feeling loved and secure so that they can come to a place where it is easy to receive the love of the Father. That is greatest desire of my life currently. I want to model love to them in a way that the Father’s love makes sense to them. I would like to say that I always get that right. But there are times I really blow it, not because I do not love them, but because I hold back. I let my own fears, insecurities, weakness, and sin come between me and them. The Lord has been speaking to me a lot about those things lately and He is bringing into greater clarity what it is that He is changing in my life.

The other day, at 2 a.m. I got up to go to the bathroom and that is not uncommon, but I usually am back to sleep 2 minutes later. That morning, I could not go back to sleep. The Lord was showing me my heart. He told me that our heart is supposed to be like a sponge just waiting to be saturated with His love. We are to soak it up, to drink it in until His love cannot be contained anymore. It just leaks out, like a saturated sponge. He has been pouring love out on me, but I have been keeping it at arm’s length. It could not saturate my heart because I kept it at bay. I wanted to experience desperately, but just like human love, I did not trust it. I always have felt like the moment you surrender to love; the rug gets pulled out from under your feet, so it is better to keep your distance. Of course this has led to all kinds of problems. I see how it has stifled me emotionally. It has caused me to keep my connections to people shallow. That is not a good place to show love from.

Love requires us to become vulnerable. I have often written about things that I struggle with, but the Lord is showing me that this has been at the heart of it all. Not trusting and allowing love to take residence in the deepest parts of our heart always keeps us shallow in ministry. It makes us ineffective because the Kingdom cannot flow through that block we set in place. Several years ago, I was in mission’s school in Mexico, and the Lord showed me a picture. I was looking into a well, a well that was full all the way to the surface. There were 2 levels of stone creating a protective ring around the top of the well. He told me that the well was my heart. He had filled it to nearly overflowing with good, pure, clean water, but I had put a protective barrier around it to keep the water from getting contaminated and to hoard it for myself. The result was that everything around the well was dry, even though there was plenty of water in the well to meet every need. He called me to tear down the protective blocks and let the water flow. He showed me that the picture was the same fountain that is in Eze 47.

1 Then he brought me back to the door of the temple, and behold, water was issuing from below the threshold of the temple toward the east (for the temple faced east). The water was flowing down from below the south end of the threshold of the temple, south of the altar. 2 Then he brought me out by way of the north gate and led me around on the outside to the outer gate that faces toward the east; and behold, the water was trickling out on the south side. 3 Going on eastward with a measuring line in his hand, the man measured a thousand cubits, and then led me through the water, and it was ankle-deep. 4 Again he measured a thousand, and led me through the water, and it was knee-deep. Again he measured a thousand, and led me through the water, and it was waist-deep. 5 Again he measured a thousand, and it was a river that I could not pass through, for the water had risen. It was deep enough to swim in, a river that could not be passed through. 6 And he said to me, "Son of man, have you seen this?" Then he led me back to the bank of the river. 7 As I went back, I saw on the bank of the river very many trees on the one side and on the other. 8 And he said to me, "This water flows toward the eastern region and goes down into the Arabah, and enters the sea; when the water flows into the sea, the water will become fresh. 9 And wherever the river goes, every living creature that swarms will live, and there will be very many fish. For this water goes there, that the waters of the sea may become fresh; so everything will live where the river goes. - Eze 47:1-9 ESV

This river is the well that the Lord has placed inside us. It is full and waiting to overflow to bring live wherever it goes. It is inside us. We are the guardians of the well that feeds the river. Unfortunately, we build walls around it for our own purposes. For me, it is mostly because I am my own hardest critic. I do not like to talk about what is going on inside me because that opens the door to pain. I see it magnifying shame. Far too often I see it keeping love at arm’s length, so I do not get hurt.

The Lord is asking me how I can possibly show love to the boys if I do not let it flow into and through me. It is the river of His love that brings His love through us to the broken hurting world. It is time to have a heart so saturated with His love that it oozes out. It will fill everything it touches. They boys will know that kind of love when I live in it and model it for them every opportunity I get. It is only as the Lord fills me that I have anything to give. Far too often, I try to live from my own reserves and that is fruitless and only leads to feelings of failure and weakness. It is not the place Holy Spirit can flow to others from.

The purpose of writing all of this is because I have seen the posts from the men of Families of Faith in Channahon. The Lord is doing some remarkable things as they gather and talk about the things the Lord is doing in their lives. I am hearing stories of newfound strength and faith, healing, and deliverance from bondage. I believe that it is time that there is something like this for people in ministry. We need a safe place to process our failures, our shame, the lies the enemy has trapped us in. We need a place where we can hear the angel say, 12 And the angel of the LORD appeared to him and said to him, "The LORD is with you, O mighty man of valor." - Jdg 6:12 ESV

Your call is real. The Lord knows who you are. He sees you, (and me) He planned our purpose in life long before we were conceived. Our failure is not part of His plan, but our utter dependence on Him is and that will only happen when we get together and talk about our struggles, when we get real with others on ministry to encourage each other, to hold one another accountable and to help each other fulfill God’s call. We are not separate believers or ministers. We are called to unity and oneness in Jesus. The bast way to do that is to grow together.

I am looking for 2 or 3 pastors, ministry leaders, elders, or missionaries to come together and begin the conversation about where we begin to build a group of leaders who need support, encouragement, and accountability. Unfortunately, this type of ministry works best when they are gender exclusive, separate groups for men and women so that conversations can be more frank and free. We need each other if we are going to stand before the Lord someday without shame and with lots of fruit to present to Him

                                                 Clothed in Filthy Garments

1 Then he showed me Joshua the high priest standing before the angel of the LORD, and Satan standing at his right hand to accuse him. 2 And the LORD said to Satan, "The LORD rebuke you, O Satan! The LORD who has chosen Jerusalem rebuke you! Is not this a brand plucked from the fire?" 3 Now Joshua was standing before the angel, clothed with filthy garments. 4 And the angel said to those who were standing before him, "Remove the filthy garments from him." And to him he said, "Behold, I have taken your iniquity away from you, and I will clothe you with pure vestments." 5 And I said, "Let them put a clean turban on his head." So they put a clean turban on his head and clothed him with garments. And the angel of the LORD was standing by. 6 And the angel of the LORD solemnly assured Joshua, 7 "Thus says the LORD of hosts: If you will walk in my ways and keep my charge, then you shall rule my house and have charge of my courts, and I will give you the right of access among those who are standing here. - Zec 3:1-7 ESV

This Joshua was the son of Jehozadak after the restoration of Israel from the Babylonian and Assyrian captivity. They were restoring the walls of the city and the Temple. He would be the priest who was charged with resuming the sacrifices. It was a big deal to be the high priest, especially in a Jerusalem that was being restored and rebuilt after 70 years without sacrifices. He had a lot of responsibility on his shoulders. AS we know, there were many corrupt high priests before the captivity that did not serve to guard the integrity or well being of Israel or Judah. Joshua was chosen to be the one to set the tone of the faith life of Israel as they came out of the shame of being judged and overthrown.

As the story opens, Joshua is in front of the throne of God and Satan is at the Lord’s right side to accuse him. He is the accuser of the brethren. 9 And the great dragon was thrown down, that ancient serpent, who is called the devil and Satan, the deceiver of the whole world--he was thrown down to the earth, and his angels were thrown down with him. 10 And I heard a loud voice in heaven, saying, "Now the salvation and the power and the kingdom of our God and the authority of his Christ have come, for the accuser of our brothers has been thrown down, who accuses them day and night before our God. - Rev 12:9-10 ESV The Lord knew that the only reason Satan was there in that moment was to accuse Joshua. It was what he did. Joshua had come in with baggage. That made him an easy target. But the Lord had a plan.

Before the conversation even began, we hear Him say, “The Lord rebuke you oh Satan.” He then goes on to point out that Joshua was to be a firebrand, carrying the torch of the Lord to the people of Israel. Joshua was in filthy clothes. He probably felt completely undone in the presence of a pure and holy God. It wouldn’t take too many words of condemnation to undermine what the Lord was about to do with him. The Lord shut Satan down immediately. Joshua did not need to be told that he was covered with filthy clothes. He was already aware of his condition.

Instead of hearing “how dare you come in here so dirty? Have you no respect for God or decency?” Joshua heard the Lord give the command to strip of the filthy clothes and put on clean, new, royal clothes on Him. These are also the words we hear as a promise in Rev 3 for the one who conquers. 5 The one who conquers will be clothed thus in white garments, and I will never blot his name out of the book of life. I will confess his name before my Father and before his angels. - Rev 3:5 ESV

The devil did not want to accuse Joshua before the Lord because he thought that the Lord wouldn’t know. He wanted to make sure that Joshua heard the demoralizing, disqualifying words that would keep him from stepping into the Lord’s plans. The Lord already knew Joshua’s condition when he was chosen to be the new high priest. He was not worried about where Joshua had been. He qualified him for where He was leading Joshua to go and what He called Joshua to be.

Maybe you are struggling with feeling defeated, discouraged and disqualified. That is pretty common. We live in a world that is trying to destroy every good thing God has placed in us and magnify ever fault, failure and flaw. The world and Satan will stand close and point out every wrong thing we have ever done and use it repeatedly as long as he has an audience. It is really easy to listen to because everything he says about us is anchored in the old, fallen nature. Even though we sometimes fall into the trap of living like we were never saved at times, it isn’t true. When we have surrendered our lives to Jesus, He makes us new. Our old self may flare up at times, but it is not who we are.

We may feel like Peter. Jesus told him that he was going to be sifted and that he would fall. Peter did not believe him, but he did fall. Jesus then told him that when he turned back to the Lord, he was given the assignment to strengthen the brothers.

31 "Simon, Simon, behold, Satan demanded to have you, that he might sift you like wheat, 32 but I have prayed for you that your faith may not fail. And when you have turned again, strengthen your brothers." 33 Peter said to him, "Lord, I am ready to go with you both to prison and to death." 34 Jesus said, "I tell you, Peter, the rooster will not crow this day, until you deny three times that you know me." - Luk 22:31-34

Joshua was the high priest, the intermediary between God and Man in his day. He was given great authority in Israel, yet his clothes were filthy. Peter was a disciple, one of only 3 to go with Jesus when He would withdraw. Peter had more access to Jesus than any other disciple, yet he was rebuked by Jesus for his arrogance, crushed by Jesus when he was told he would deny Jesus 3 times in one evening, and rebuked by Paul for his inconsistencies with the Gentile believers. David tells us the God knew us before the foundation of the world, that He had plans for us before we occupied our mother’s womb. Jesus knows what you are called to, who He has called you to be. He has called you to be a saint, a holy one, a little Christ. He knows about every chink in your armor. He is aware of every time you have fallen short and every time you have been outright rebellious against Him. He has a plan to remedy that. The cross was the ultimate revelation of that plan. He took all of our junk upon Himself because it could not corrupt Him. Then He carried it to the cross, in great agony and He left it in the pit, where we are eternally separated from our guilt. Then He arose and gave us His life.

Our feelings of disqualification, even though root in a truth, are not the truth about us, because from the cross, Jesus screamed a greater truth. Father, forgive them for they do not know what they are doing. We are blind. We are foolish at times and easily fall into temptation, but those things no longer define us. As the devil is standing waiting at the Father’s right hand to accuse us, he hears, “The Lord rebuke you Satan.” His fate is sealed. He is cast down from heaven and cursed to wander the earth until he is bound hand and foot and tossed into the pit. His half truths and accusations no longer have a place to land in the Father an, if we confess our sins to Jesus and repent, they lose their landing spot in us too. We have been stripped of our old filthy clothes and been dressed in clean, new clothes that honor the Lord and prepare us to stand before Him clean.

Today, if you feel unclean and disqualified, I encourage you to spend some time reading about Joshua in Zech 3 and Peter in Lk 22. Let their stories encourage you. The Lord knows your weaknesses and failures. He is calling you anyway. He is offering you clean new clothes. He is silencing the accuser so you can He Him more clearly. It is His will that none should perish. 7 But by the same word the heavens and earth that now exist are stored up for fire, being kept until the day of judgment and destruction of the ungodly. 8 But do not overlook this one fact, beloved, that with the Lord one day is as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day. 9 The Lord is not slow to fulfill his promise as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not wishing that any should perish, but that all should reach repentance. - 2Pe 3:7-9 ESV

Jesus is still withholding judgment in His mercy. It is still His will that you would repent and be in right relationship with Him. It is also His will that you would take what had been failures and allow Him to turn them into your story of redemption and restoration. He knows the accusations and is still offering to strip your old filthy clothes off you and dress you in His royal robes. You are loved beyond measure and way beyond your failures and shortcomings. Just ask Jesus to stand in His presence and allow Him to remove the filth and clothe you in His righteousness. He will transform you and make you new.

 

 

Who Am I

 No Longer a Slave to Fear

As I was reading this morning I was struck by several things. I want to first share with you what I was reading and then encourage you to read these passages yourself. They are Rom 4:6-10, Luke 20 and Ps 32. Each one of these passages had some profound insights for me. The song above was what the Lord brough to mind as I pondered the verses I was reading.

Rom 4:6-10 is Paul talking about how Abraham was justified by faith. Abraham didn't just believe what God said to and about him, but he walked towards it. He didn't let what his eyes saw, and the doubts his mind whispered turn him away from what God had promised him. My friend George Sisneros did an excellent job covering this yesterday in his blog Covered In His Dust. Follow the link to read it. The verses I read were just a few verses before what he wrote.

I realized that far too often, I place my identity in what I do and what I believe about myself. These verses point us to an active, involved, obedient faith that makes us righteous. Our faith is not a passive thing. We don't just acquiesce to a vague thing. We give ourselves fully to what God says is true about us. As we trust Him to bring our identity in line with His truth, He changes us and fulfills His purpose for us at the same time.  Abraham had to live many yeas with the name, Father of Many and then 25 more years with the name Father of Many Nations all while he remained childless. He tried to take matters into His own hands and make it happened, but that took him outside of the Lord's will. It didn't change his identity or his name. Even after he messed up, he kept believing God would fulfill his purposes. Abraham was 100 years old and Sarah 90 when God answered his prayers and began to fulfill his destiny. But, His identity had been fixed since birth, when he was born to pagan parents. Abraham was righteous because He believed God, even when believing was difficult, nearly impossible.

Then I move into Luke 20. Jesus was teaching in the synagogue on the Sabbath and He was challenged by all the religious leaders. They hated that they were losing their place in the Kingdom to a carpenter, a tax collector and some fishermen. They challenged Jesus' authority but we know that Jesus also taught with wisdom beyond His years. 46 After three days they found him in the temple, sitting among the teachers, listening to them and asking them questions. 47 And all who heard him were amazed at his understanding and his answers. - Luk 2:46-47 ESV Jesus was hated by those who were being displaced as a new Kingdom was beginning to rub up against the one they thought they were in control of. As you read the chapter, you see that Jesus did not back down from the Pharisees or after from the Sadducees. He exposed both groups of religious leaders for the frauds they had become, while He was seen by many for who He was. Jesus did not let those who didn't know Him become the ones who defined Him. Jesus was secure in the identity the Father had given Him before the foundation of the world.

As I continued on into Ps 32, I see David clinging to the Lord's identity for him. David was well aware of his failures and suffered greatly with them. What kept him was that he also knew that the Lord had not rejected him or left him to rot in shame with the wicked. To David, the Lord was his rescuer, the one who set him apart from the sinful men. Just like Abraham, he had a sense of identity that superseded his failures. David would regularly throw himself onto the merch of the Lord and trust Him to deliver.

For me, all these thing spoke a new sense of identity this morning. Far too often, I let people that don't know me speak a false identity into me. I let my failures drive me into hiding and shame. I have spent way too much time deriving my identity from accomplishments or knowledge. I have let me failures plunge me into a defeatist mindset rather than run to Jesus, our rock and refuge. When I fall into these mindset traps, I see other people's successes much easier and begin to compare my failures with their success. This just reinforces the defeatist mindset. As I let myself be victimized by my own mindset, I feel distant from the Lord.

Jesus never had a failure, but He perfectly know how to shut down the enemy when His identity came under attack. We are more like David. We have hole in our armor. We have real weaknesses to attack, but we need to know how to sit in the promises God has spoken over our lives. We need to let His spoken identity in our lives become the one we embrace. We need to hide in the strong tower that is Jesus until the enemies fiery darts are quenched. Jesus has spoken and identity over us. He set it in motion before the foundation of the world. He knew us before we even formed.

13 For you formed my inward parts; you knitted me together in my mother's womb. 14 I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well. 15 My frame was not hidden from you, when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth. 16 Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them. 17 How precious to me are your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them! 18 If I would count them, they are more than the sand. I awake, and I am still with you. - Psa 139:13-18 ESV

As  was reading this morning, I was convicted of how often I let my identity rest in what other people have said, in lies I have internalized and in emotions that have felt true but contradicted what the Lord has said. I am praying today to hear the Lord clearly, to let His promises and spoken identity purify and cleans the identities that I have held on to. I am asking Him to replace the lies with His truth. I know I can run to Him but have so often run away from Him in fear of His holiness until I can feel like I have gotten things right. I have let performance and failure shape my identity. This is the time to get real with the Lord. I know that I can never live up to His standards on my own. Now I have to hold fast to this verse from Rom 5.

6 For while we were still weak, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly. 7 For one will scarcely die for a righteous person--though perhaps for a good person one would dare even to die-- 8 but God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. 9 Since, therefore, we have now been justified by his blood, much more shall we be saved by him from the wrath of God. - Rom 5:6-9 ESV

When I feel weak, when I feel defeated, when I have fallen hard and feel hopeless, no matter how low I feel, I am right there in the place where I can claim that Christ died for the ungodly. The worst case scenario is that I have to humble myself and run to Jesus, because He died for the ungodly. I can't be much worse than that. In times of defeat, I call out to Jesus as the ungodly man that Jesus died for and I repent. That is the plan. That is the purpose of the cross because every time we run back to him in our sin and failure and repent, we find that who we are is no longer who He calls us. We recognize and acknowledge our ungodly behavior, feelings, emotions and reactions and that is where He picks us up and speaks His new identity into us and begins to sanctify us and our identity. He renews and restores all that the enemy has stolen from us. He makes us new. He cleanses our desires and purifies us. He moves us back into alignment with His will.

When I am feeling defeated and under shame, it is the perfect time to run back to the Father and let Him renew our minds and speak identity into us again, even if we have had to run back to Him numerous times.

A Good Cleaning

 I have been writing about who we come into bondage and get trapped in strongholds. Today, I want to look at something else. This will be a much shorter read and is just something for you to ponder and pray about.

When I know that I have really messed up, I have done something that is so wrong that there is no explanation, I tend to hide. That is the normal response. Shame will always first drive us away from the places that real help and freedom is. We become like Adam and Eve. We know. We are naked and we run to hide and cover ourselves. The reality is that our sin is shameful. Our heavenly Father would be fully justified in piling it on for some of our behavior. He is holy and we fall far short of His standard of righteousness. Most of the time, our sin is even a conscious choice or a practiced habit that we fall into easily. We deserve to be called out and shamed in front of everyone. For most of us, it is that knowledge and fear that hold us in bondage.

Today I began the yearly task of cleaning the dirt and mildew off the vinyl siding. Is is a huge undertaking, especially when I decide that the scrub brush and bucket do a better job than the power washer. It takes a lot of time and effort to scrub all the dirt and green growth away. I began just like I always do. I got my bucket out and filled it with soapy water and got out my extra stiff long handled scrub brush. The hard nylon bristles seemed to skim right over the dirt and mildew stains without taking much of anything off. After about a 10x15’ section, I was ready to quit. It seemed like I was not accomplishing anything but making the ground wet and having a streaked, dirty wall instead of a splotchy green and tan one.

I decided to get the soft scrub brush out of the garage. It has an even longer handle but very soft bristles. As I started scrubbing with the soft brush, I realized that everything was coming off much quicker and with less scrubbing. The softness of the brush allowed it to get into the cracks and grooves in the siding and the dirt and the green growth came right off. I hosed it after a brief scrub and it was clean. As I was celebrating this turn of events, the painfully slow job becoming faster and easier with the right tool for the job, the Lord said to me that is how I am.

When we see a problem, we tend to want to tackle it with everything we have. I was going to scrub that siding clean, even if it meant there would be holes where the dirt had been. That may seem like giving it our all, but in reality it just makes a mess and leaves a destructive trail. Jesus is like the soft scrub brush. He knows where the dirt is hiding and he starts removing it with a soft, fine brush. He does not try to take our skin off to get us clean. He gently uses just enough force and pressure to do the job without harming us in the process. He comes to us in our shame and brokenness. He wraps His arms around us tight just enough pressure to expose the dirt and the wounds and He gently begins to clean it away.

It took a lot of effort and force on His part to be able to clean us up, but He took the physical pain that our cleaning process required upon Himself. He stood between us and our sin. He suffered the blows that were required to make us whole and deliver us from our self imposed prison of shame. Jesus in great love and kindness made us clean. he didn’t let us feel the stiff scrub brush of the cleansing process. he came to us and cleaned us. The stiff brush was reserved for His skin. The chastisement that brought us peace was upon Him. He carried our sorrows and endured our shame. We get to sit back and look at clean, healthy skin without the marks of the scrubbing we needed. Jesus has paid it all.

I tell you this because we all need to know that Jesus is not looking for our penance. He does not desire that we would suffer for our sins and failures. His goal is not our humiliation, but our liberation from sin and He has already done the hard work. We receive His  freedom and goodness by faith. We receive it b surrendering to His love and then He comes in with the soft scrub brush and cleans all the nooks and crannies, the crevices where we buried our hidden sins. He thoroughly cleans it and makes us new.

We are covered in the world’s filth. We have even participated in getting ourselves that way. Jesus is nt looking to assign blame. He is looking to bring freedom and transformation. he is coming for you and me and He has the soft scrub brush to clean us, He uses the gentlest means needed for the job. He used the violence of His death at the cross to defeat the enemy, but now He is using the s light pressure of His leading if we will just submit to Him.If not, He has a stiff brush and we deserve to feel the pain of His cleansing, but He is asking us to agree with Him today that we need a good and thorough cleansing and He will do it.

Take my yoke upon you and learn from Me for I am gentle and lowly in heart.

                A Strong Tower or a Stronghold?

I love the Lord of the Rings books and the movies too. I think Tolkien learned a lot

about the nature of the battle we are in for our eternities as he wrote such deep, meaningful

books based on his WWI experiences. He lost friends along the way. He saw victories and

defeats and all these things helped shape how he saw the nature of the spiritual battle we

are in. In the second book, the Two Towers, there is a huge battle that takes place and it

almost has a catastrophic ending, The armies have retreated to Helms Deep, a place

Theoden tells them has never been breached or defeated. As they retreat there and await

the arrival of Sauron’s forces, there is tension in the air for the coming battle.

The truth is that many of us have retreated into a stronghold. We have withdrawn to

a place where we feel untouchable by the forces of the world and our enemies. These

strongholds feel like safety and security to us. They seem to be impenetrable. For the most

part, we feel that they have kept us safe and so we retreat to them often. As you read, or

watch the movies, you find out that the stronghold held for a while but that they were

breached at just the time the armies were feeling tired and ready to give in to despair. It was

at this point that Gandolf showed up with reinforcements and an army of Huorns, walking

trees, who herded the Ents, also showed up. It was only at this point that the Orcs and

Uruk- Hai were overwhelmed and defeated. Helms deep alone was not enough of a fortress

to keep them safe against overwhelming odds. They needed rescue and it came just in

time.

We are the Rohirrim. We have our stronghold that we retreat to because we have

always felt safe and secure there. That is the thing about a stronghold. We build them to

keep ourselves from feeling past pain again. They are not built to ensnare us but as our

attempt to protect ourselves. They are a place we run to for comfort and tranquility, but

they are built around us with our limited understanding of the nature of the battle and they

have weaknesses. Our attempt to preserve them involves just making the walls thicker.

Unfortunately, even the most impenetrable walls are not thick enough to protect us when

we invite the enemy inside with us. We do this because we have not properly identified who

the enemy is. The enemy is the one who tricked us into thinking that we needed a

stronghold to run to in the first place. He seemed like a friend, but he has ulterior motives

for our destruction because we represent something he can never be.

14 "And to the angel of the church in Laodicea write: 'The words of the Amen, the

faithful and true witness, the beginning of God's creation. 15 "'I know your works: you are

neither cold nor hot. Would that you were either cold or hot! 16 So, because you are

lukewarm, and neither hot nor cold, I will spit you out of my mouth. 17 For you say, "I am

rich, I have prospered, and I need nothing," not realizing that you are wretched, pitiable,

poor, blind, and naked. - Rev 3:14-17 ESV

A Strong Tower Instead of a Stronghold

It is the times we think we are good, we are strongly tucked inside our stronghold

that we are most exposed. We begin to get comfortable within and we are exposed for who

we are. The Church at Laodicea seemed to have it all together on the outside. They seemed

secure and confident until they were shown to have nothing of value. They had

compromised and let themselves be polluted, corrupted by the world around them. While

they had pursued the worldly pleasures of wealth and comfort, they lost the edge that once

marked them as Children of the Father. They traded their inheritance for something that

would soon be burned. They were trapped within the prison of worldliness they built to

protect themselves. They needed a rescuer.

It is at this point that Jesus gives them an amazing invitation.

18 I counsel you to buy from me gold refined by fire, so that you may be rich, and

white garments so that you may clothe yourself and the shame of your nakedness may not

be seen, and salve to anoint your eyes, so that you may see. 19 Those whom I love, I reprove

and discipline, so be zealous and repent. 20 Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If

anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he

with me. - Rev 3:18-20 ESV

Jesus has seen them. He knows where they are and how they got there. He offers

them true riches, clean clothes to cover their shame and salve so they can see things

clearly. He wants to show them how they have fallen so far and invites them into

restoration. When Jesus says the He is standing at the door and knocking, this is not just an

invitation to salvation as many would suppose. It is an invitation to these who know Jesus

and have compromised their identity and integrity for worldly wealth, comfort, or

satisfaction. I suspect that most of us can identify with that description at times. We live

surrounded by many strong draws to become worldly. We live in a time where they are put

in front of us constantly. The pull is real. Often it is based on real needs but is offered with

shortcuts to the Lord’s plans for us.

1 Then Jesus was led up by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil.

2 And after fasting forty days and forty nights, he was hungry. 3 And the tempter came and

said to him, "If you are the Son of God, command these stones to become loaves of bread."

4 But he answered, "It is written, "'Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that

comes from the mouth of God.'" - Mat 4:1-4 ESV

Our greatest temptations come in the ways that feel the most necessary to

surrender to. This is how strongholds are built. They offer security, provision, peace,

comfort, love or one hundred other things that feel like we will die without. Strongholds are

not built to provide inconsequential things. They are built to guard what we treasure.

A Strong Tower Instead of a Stronghold

Unfortunately, they are prisons of our own making and in the end steal the very things we

thought that they guarded.

It is not until we realize we are in bondage that we can hear the knock and the call

that offer us true freedom. It comes as an invitation to friendship with the One we feel has

let us down, who we have been told has forgotten us. The difference is that He is the only

one who has ever been our real source of security. He does not reside in a cave, hidden

away. He lives in a tower, and when we open ourselves to His offer, He raises us up to sit

with Him in the only secure 21 For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also. -

Mat 6:21 ESV

34 For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also. - Luk 12:34 ESVplace that

exists.

10 The name of the LORD is a strong tower; the righteous man runs into it and is

safe. - Pro 18:10 ESV

As you read Proverbs 18, there is much wisdom. This verse points us to our true safe

place, but much of the rest of the chapter points out the strongholds we are used to

running to. It shows us how we can build our lives around things that disappoint and bring

destruction. This verse is the place we are invited into the Lord to sit with Him on His

throne. Rev 3 closes with the same invitation for those who have blown it and chased after

the wrong treasures.

21 The one who conquers, I will grant him to sit with me on my throne, as I also

conquered and sat down with my Father on his throne. 22 He who has an ear, let him hear

what the Spirit says to the churches.'" - Rev 3:21-22 ESV

21 For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also. - Mat 6:21 ESV

34 For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also. - Luk 12:34 ESV

We have been invited to the Strong Tower. Minas Tirith was the place that the King

was going to be enthroned. It was the Tower that he would rule Gondor from. We have been

invited to sit with the King on His throne. To get there we must walk out of our stronghold.

We may even have to tear down walls to get out. We have built them to keep our enemies

out, but they have become a cage around us. They need to come down so they cannot

easily be rebuilt. Once out, we need to run to the strong tower. We will find that there may

be sieges there too, but we are safe within. The King is there with us and He is guarding us.

I have come to believe that most of us return to our sinful patterns out of a desire for

comfort or a sense of need. We do not believe that Jesus is as good, kind and loving toward

us. I also believe that we often see how this plays out in our relationship with authority. If

A Strong Tower Instead of a Stronghold

we struggle with being close to authority figures, I will bet that we are used to living in our

own stronghold. In this place we are cut off from all the things we truly need. It is time to

stop and listen for the knock at the door, the knock of the one who genuinely loves us and

wants to sit and enjoy an intimate moment of fellowship with us. But, even more than a

moment, He wants to invite us into His strong tower and sit with Him on His throne.

There are battles on the way, the challenge is to keep moving forward with Jesus

until we are in the place He is inviting us to. Even Minas Tirith came under siege and there

was a huge battle before it once again became the royal city of Gondor. It became the place

when Strider was revealed as Aragorn II, son of Arathorn II, and Gilraen, who was the 16th

Chieftain of the Dunedain, descendant of Isildur, and rightful heir to the thrones of Arnor

and Gondor. What a title. It has history and a future. It conveys something old onto

someone young. Can you feel the weight of it? In the movie, right after his coronation,

Aragorn comes over to Sam, Frodo, Merry and Pippen. They bow down to the new king, and

he tells them they do not bow to anyone.

The King has conveyed the weight of his authority and his majesty onto those who

have stood by his side in the battle. He recognized their sacrifices for His kingdom. While

they are still subjected to the king, he honored them. He recognized them and held them

up before all the other attendants at his coronation. This is the same invitation that Jesus

gives at the end of the letters to the seven Churches. He desires that we overcome because

He wants us seated with Him throughout eternity. He is calling us to overcome and to live in

a place of intimacy and honor, by His side. To do this, we must tear down our strongholds

and follow Him where it may not necessarily feel safe. We must enter the fray, by His side.

Are you ready to move out of the stronghold so you can live in the Strong Tower?

Staying Free from the Pollution of the World.

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    Well, I am back to using the old Blog. Enough people have signed up now that sending an email got to take as long as writing it seemed. I am praying that this speaks to you. I will say that not all the thoughts are mine and all of them came while I was sitting in Church yesterday listening to Steve Larson and Steve Mahnke preach two completely different messages that perfectly complimented each other.

    The original thought for today was that most of us do not know the goodness of God toward us very well. If we did, we would never run and hide from Him in shame. We would run to Him in repentance as quick as we could. I will be writing about that soon but not today. However, this message will tie in.

    As you see, there is a link to Jeremiah 2 at the top of the page. I would ask you to go back and read the chapter before you go beyond this point. It is the foundation of everything else I will be writing. I am writing this because there is freedom in the Lord that we are called to walk in, freedom to live Godly lives, not freedom to submit ourselves to the bondage of sin again. It seems that the message these days from so many places is just freedom, forgiveness and love. There is a complete lack of understanding that God also has wrath and judgment. He will judge all sin. When we don't warn people of the coming judgment, we fall into judgment for their destruction.

1 "To the angel of the church in Ephesus write: 'The words of him who holds the seven stars in his right hand, who walks among the seven golden lampstands. ... 4 But I have this against you, that you have abandoned the love you had at first. 5 Remember therefore from where you have fallen; repent, and do the works you did at first. If not, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place, unless you repent. ... 14 But I have a few things against you: you have some there who hold the teaching of Balaam, who taught Balak to put a stumbling block before the sons of Israel, so that they might eat food sacrificed to idols and practice sexual immorality. 15 So also you have some who hold the teaching of the Nicolaitans. 16 Therefore repent. If not, I will come to you soon and war against them with the sword of my mouth. ... 20 But I have this against you, that you tolerate that woman Jezebel, who calls herself a prophetess and is teaching and seducing my servants to practice sexual immorality and to eat food sacrificed to idols. 21 I gave her time to repent, but she refuses to repent of her sexual immorality. 22 Behold, I will throw her onto a sickbed, and those who commit adultery with her I will throw into great tribulation, unless they repent of her works, 23 and I will strike her children dead. And all the churches will know that I am he who searches mind and heart, and I will give to each of you according to your works. - Rev 2:1, 4-5, 14-16, 20-23 ESV

3 Remember, then, what you received and heard. Keep it, and repent. If you will not wake up, I will come like a thief, and you will not know at what hour I will come against you. ... 19 Those whom I love, I reprove and discipline, so be zealous and repent. - Rev 3:3, 19 ESV    

    As I read the words above, I was struck by a couple of things. The Churches these letters were sent to seemed to be on the right track. They often lived in places that were said to be the throne of Satan. They were encouraged for many good things and for being faithful in several ways. Then the word was a word of rebuke and reproof. The angel acknowledged the good things that they were doing and even continued to do. And yet, there was something about them that was not right, something that would lead to their downfall and the Lord was giving them the opportunity to repent while there was time. This rebuke was not because He did not love them. It is because Jesus wanted them to receive all that He died to give them and these things would keep them from their inheritance, and even worse, it would keep others from the truth of who they were in the new creation.

I have read these words many times but they hit different this time. I really saw how there were several  good and commendable things going on in these Churches before they were rebuked. They got a lot of things right. There was no doubt that many of them loved Jesus and served faithfully, yet there was something that was really wrong. For two Churches, it was an issue that is prevalent today in today's Church. I believe it is a major reason that so many are leaving and the Church seems to be powerless.

    Look at the letters to Pergamum and Thyatira. These Churches that had it all together did not call out the lies that the world promoted. The allowed the teaching of Balaam and Jezebel to pollute them. The two sins that were prominent in these teachings were to eat food offered to idols and sexual immorality. Now there is not a lot of food offered to idols today but the rise of sexual immorality since the 1960's has been astronomical. It has grown exponentially since the start of the sexual revolution. For a few years the Church took a hard stance against the growing movement in society but in the last 40 years something has changed. 

Key Early Milestones in LGBTQ+ Church Inclusion:

• 1968: The Metropolitan Community Church (MCC) was founded as the first church with a specific ministry to the LGBTQ+ community.
• 1972: The United Church of Christ (UCC) became the first mainline Protestant denomination to ordain an openly gay clergy person.
• 1974–1976: The Episcopal Church saw the formation of advocacy group IntegrityUSA (1974) and passed resolutions recognizing gay persons as children of God entitled to equal protection (1976).
• Late 1970s–1980s: Specialized movements grew, such as the Presbyterians for Lesbians and Gay Concerns (now More Light Presbyterians) in 1978 and the Reconciling Congregations program for Methodists in the early 1980s. 

Key Developments by Denomination/Region:

• United Church of Christ (UCC): In 1985, the General Synod encouraged congregations to become "Open and Affirming".
• Evangelical Lutheran Church in America (ELCA): Began welcoming LGBTQ+ individuals in the early 1990s, allowing same-sex union blessings in 2009 and electing the first openly transgender bishop in 2021.
• Episcopal Church: In 1994, it amended its canons to prohibit discrimination based on sexual orientation.
• Methodist Churches: The United Methodist Church officially removed bans on LGBTQ+ clergy and same-sex marriage in 2024, following decades of debate, with some traditionalist groups leaving in 2022 to form the Global Methodist Church. 

        As you see, Churches started moving towards the sexual malfunction of society and embracing it. They began to call it love to embrace the identity of lost people. It became common to practice welcoming everybody rather than to call sin for what it was. Churches want to be known as loving to the point that they no longer acknowledge that some people are lost and living in rebellion to God's purpose for their lives. They no longer talked about the coming judgment that is taught by Jesus, Paul, Peter, and John. We stopped calling dead men to life. We stopped pointing out that sin always separates us from God. We have allowed people to remain lost rather than to offend them and risk driving them away. The Church is in danger today because the preaching of repentance must always the forerunner of the Gospel. People don't get saved by repentance alone, but it opens the door for salvation, just as John was a forerunner of Jesus who prepared the way for His coming with the preaching of repentance.

3 No, I tell you; but unless you repent, you will all likewise perish. - Luk 13:3 ESV

46 and said to them, "Thus it is written, that the Christ should suffer and on the third day rise from the dead, 47 and that repentance for the forgiveness of sins should be proclaimed in his name to all nations, beginning from Jerusalem. - Luk 24:46-47 ESV

36 Let all the house of Israel therefore know for certain that God has made him both Lord and Christ, this Jesus whom you crucified." 37 Now when they heard this they were cut to the heart, and said to Peter and the rest of the apostles, "Brothers, what shall we do?" 38 And Peter said to them, "Repent and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins, and you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. 39 For the promise is for you and for your children and for all who are far off, everyone whom the Lord our God calls to himself." - Act 2:36-39 ESV

5 This is the message we have heard from him and proclaim to you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all. 6 If we say we have fellowship with him while we walk in darkness, we lie and do not practice the truth. 7 But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus his Son cleanses us from all sin. 8 If we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. 9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. 10 If we say we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us. - 1Jo 1:5-10 ESV

    Wow, do you see it? Jesus and the Apostles did not shy away from calling out sin and pointing people to repentance in order to be saved. They point out that we can only be saved when we acknowledge that we are lost and have lived in rebellion to Jesus. The cross was not to make us more likeable people. It was to separate us from our rebellion against a holy God. The cross is the only door to salvation and repentance is the key that opens that door for us. When we allow sin to propagate in the Church and do not call it out, when we allow society to be overrun with immorality and say nothing, we are condemning whole generations to a Christless future

    The two Churches that I mentioned specifically above were told that the Lord would come and make war with them with the sword of His mouth and He would throw those who refused to repent into a great tribulation. To me it seems that the world is on a train speeding to the edge of a precipice. The bridge has been knocked out and they are about to plunge over. We are not warning them. We are not even warning those who come into our doors often times. They are going to certain death and we want to affirm them rather than call them out of their peril. 

    The Church has lost its moral compass and been guilty of shielding the ones lost in their sin with our misguided love and compassion. We think that is it more important to affirm a wrong identity than to call people into the identity Jesus died for them to have. In doing this, we condemn them to the worst imaginable fate. We "love" them right into hell. At the same time, they call us bigots and hypocrites. Our attempts to win them with a false kindness has been our undoing and theirs too. We have lost the moral authority to have any spiritual power over the works of the devil. He is running rampant and decimating our Churches because we have given up the only message that saves and transforms.

    The message of the Gospel is clear. All men are trapped in sin and live lives in rebellion to God. It plays out differently in every person's life, We are all unique but all have a common need. We need a Savior to rescue us from our sin and transform us into new a new creation who can live in harmony with the Father through the sacrifice of Jesus. This requires us to acknowledge our sinfulness and seek His forgiveness. He empowers us to come to Him. We cannot come on our own volition because our spirits are dead. When we come to Him in repentance, He immediately justifies us before the Father. We are not home yet, but we re on the road. He has given us a new identity that we still don't know how to live out. H begins to walk us through the process of sanctification, This is a lifelong process that helps us unlearn all the wrong ways we have been taught to live and teaches us to live like Jesus. It is a process of revealing the life of God that has now become resident in us.

    I fear that too often we have interrupted the process for many people these days. The Lord has put people in our lives that are obviously hurting and in need of a healer, Savior and Lord, but we have affirmed their broken identity. They need us to speak up in love. They need to hear that Jesus is calling and has prepared an amazing life for them, but they cannot carry their old, broken identity into it. They have to be willing to let Jesus have it all and be Lord of their lives. Now none of us knows exactly what that means "Lord." Lord is kind of an outdated term that with the end of slavery kind of fell out of common use. It is kind of like Master. We do not call people master anymore. They are the same basic term. Jesus is in Charge. He sets the terms of our salvation. We come to Him as a bondservant, one who has entered into an agreement for our past  in exchange for His protection and care in our future. Jesus has the lead and we are bit players in His story. At the same time, He elevates us to sonship with the Father.

    How about it. Do we love broken people enough to tell them that they are separated from Jesus by their own choices. Yes, they were born into a sinful life, but every single one has chosen sin over Jesus too. It is not until we repent and open the door to Jesus that we can begin to experience the life He has for us. 

5 This is the message we have heard from him and proclaim to you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all. 6 If we say we have fellowship with him while we walk in darkness, we lie and do not practice the truth. 7 But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus his Son cleanses us from all sin. 8 If we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. 9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. 10 If we say we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us. - 1Jo 1:5-10 ESV

    The good news really is good news. The Gospel is that God is delaying judgment so that all might have every opportunity to repent. But, a day is coming when this will all burn, including those who have not turned to Him as Lord and Savior. This world is temporary and we do not know the day judgment will begin to come upon it. All we can do is prepare everyone we meet to see Jesus face to face.

29 Being then God's offspring, we ought not to think that the divine being is like gold or silver or stone, an image formed by the art and imagination of man. 30 The times of ignorance God overlooked, but now he commands all people everywhere to repent, 31 because he has fixed a day on which he will judge the world in righteousness by a man whom he has appointed; and of this he has given assurance to all by raising him from the dead." - Act 17:29-31 ESV

    Calling all people to repentance and life is the work Jesus has called us to join Him in. Anything less is rebellion on our part and certain judgment for those we fail to warn. The good new is that those who respond to the call of repentance, find life and the Holy Spirit waiting to make them new. This is the challenge Jesus has left us to fulfill as His hands, feet and voice. The call to repent is the call to love broken people.